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you had to know that i was fond of you, fond of y-o-u
though i knew you masked your disdain 

i see those people
with their significant other
a baby in a stroller
dog on a leash
and my mind screams
"isn’t there more?"

i don’t, i won’t settle
for a uniformed
cookie cutter life of conformity
i will taste things
and be afraid,
make friends with the devil
and have no enemies
only seven billion brothers and sisters

"isn’t there more?"
there has to be more.

i got invited to part 2 of a 2 part interview at Lush. !?

"I already said too much. I already shared too much, and I want all my secrets back. I hate getting close to people these days, I always regret sharing too much, caring too much, doing too much, feeling too much."

Anonymous (via thoughtsonfire)

(Source: moon-drunk, via frompoletopole)

volcainist:

you should have opened your eyes i was crazy for you

(via journeybacktosource)

feeling completely disillusioned by everything.
my new job,
the interview/workshop for another job i was just at,
writing,
school,
friendships,
but mostly love.

i have so much to give, so much. and i believe you should give whatever you have freely, and more people should and i’m just so disillusioned because life isn’t that way. but it should be. what are we afraid of? we’re dying each second that passes us by, and yet we cling to the blanket we think will protect us. burn that fucking blanket, give all that you can, but make sure you leave enough for yourself.