propertidy:

Where are you? And im so sorry. I cannot sleep, i cannot dream tonight.

(via greentea-rex)

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Back of the room
Looking at you
Counting the steps
Between us

A hundred and five
Little blades in a line
From your skin to mine
And I feel it

Eyes on the ground
But I can’t look up now
Don’t wanna give it away
My secret

In another life,
My teeth and tongue
Would speak aloud what until now
I’ve only sung

Cause I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry each and every time
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back 1000 times

You can make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back 1000 times
Hey hey

Kiss me goodnight
Like a good friend might
I’ll do the same
But won’t mean it

Cause love is a cage
These words on a page
Carry the pain
They don’t free it

In another life
I wouldn’t need to
Console myself
As I resign to release you

Cause I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry each and every time
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back 1000 times

You can make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back 1000 times

Again again
I let it go, let it go
Cover my mouth
Don’t let a single word slip out

Wouldn’t wanna tell you, no
Tell you, no
Nothing could be worse
Than the risk of
Losing what I don’t have now

And we could buy the minute, though
Is it so bad if I wanna cry out

That I would die to make you mine
Bleed me dry almost every time
But I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back 1000 times

Make me wait forever
Push me away and tell me never
I don’t mind, no I don’t mind it
I would come back 1000 times
I would come back 1000 times (Hey yeah)
I would come back 1000 times

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Sara Bareilles, 1000 Times (via strengthforeternity)

and then i realized;

heaviness means you’re alive
that you’ve got weight
heaviness is the air in your lungs
as you bravely continue to breathe
heaviness is the fact that you’re mother’s here
because you were there
heaviness means maybe lightening someone else’s burden
even just for a while
heaviness is your body’s unconditional love
at times when you don’t love it
heaviness is having enough love inside you
that reciprocation is not what keeps your heart beating

maybe heavy is not so bad
maybe my legs are strong enough to keep me afloat.

(part 2)

Im so fucked up right now and I don’t want to go home

i just really want to walk around downtown but it’s raining like a bitch

badsunset:

From all the windows

The sun will play along

We’ll forget the difference

Between right and wrong